no matter wat,i'll still love you and u noe tat.
i wunt give up on u and i will always believe in you. so please dun give up on urself.
i love u always.
Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 2:57 AM
How i wish i can turn back time and saw everything.How it happened..
It was just three weeks. I was so happy before i left cos i noe there sumthin so important to me,WAITING! but it looks like,things have changed.
but i dun want to live in those changes..
You know im weak to handle this. you know im fragile. and i dun want u to hurt me this way.. u made it so difficult for me.
HOW I WISH LAST NIGHT WOULD TURN TO FOREVER.
Your hug,
your kiss,
the way u cuddle on your pillow,
the pillow fights where i always lose,
times when you want to hug me while asleep but i didnt want to,
we watch dvds before going to sleep,
u getting pissed off with me for pinching ur nipples,
laughing at chevy funny visaya accent,
gossiping every time we find out something new.
CAN WE GO BACK TO THAT LIFE WHERE ITS ONLY US?
Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 11:20 PM
SATURDAY-
This night,alot of unexpected things happened!
and its so hard to believe that it happened. URGH!
Met up with alicia,shawn,fadli,malik,erico and SHAH. Gathered at vivo,had dinner at
Carl's Junior. The place was so packed but lucky thing we didnt had a hard time finding a place. Was supposed to go km8 at sentosa. But it was raining hard and km8 is a beach bar. So we decided to head down to city hall and go to this new club called SUPPERCLUB. We were so underdressed that we felt awkaward at first. Wasnt planned to go there. So fuck it lah. We didnt care wat people say.
We opened two VODKA ABSOLUTE. Imagine how drunk can we get. Soon after the first bottle finished,shah got another bottle of vodka! Most of them was already so wasted.
Malik was already high and didnt want to drink anymore.
And for SHAH,he was so fucking wasted that he dunt even noe wat was he doing. aaaarrggggh!! ALL I CAN SAY THAT,IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN!
SCARY SIA WHEN SHAH IS DRUNK. hahaha!!! no hard feelings:))
after a while shah went missing. me and malik started to get worried.
we thought that
*he went home with some girl to have fun
*he was so farking drunk that he took a cab home
*he is drinking with some chicks
*he is already sleeping in the toilet
which of the four do u tink he did?
haha.
before we found him.. me and malik went arnd finding him but couldnt.
so we decided to tell the others that we head home.
b4 heading out of the club,we went to the toilet.
and the boys found him in one of the CUBICLE sleeping!
HAHAHAHA!!!
vomit was all over and shah was unconscience. malik and erico brought him home while me,alicia and shawn took another cab.
MALIK IS SHAH'S GUARDIAN ANGEL!
and for me,i was so high that i was blabbering to the taxi driver the whole time. and i was holding a bottle. i look like one sick drunkard. haha!
TO SHAH:
PLEASE DUN CAMP IN THE TOILET AGAIN WHEN U GET DRUNK
DUN MAKE IT AS A HOBBY! HAHAHA:))
DUN WORRY,I STILL LOVE YOU AFTER WAT HAPPENED.
Monday, September 08, 2008 @ 2:50 PM
Had a tiring day. Almost the whole day we were walking arnd.
me,claudia and alicia went to mirama hotel to have dimsum buffet.
for freaking 8 MONTHS im craving for dimsum. so claudia decided that we have dimsums today.
i was late as usual. i wasnt supposed to be late,but bcos of my mum i got late. URGH!! its always her. niwae,i met them at chinatown and we took a cab to mirama hotel. we didnt noe how to get there. claudia and alicia are not familiar with chinatown. they are not CINAS. hahaha! we were so farking hungry on the way there and were so daaaaammmnn excited to have those dimsums. we were already even planning wat to have.
reached the restaurant and we started ordering.
and fuck yeah,the orders came like after 20mins!!!!!!!!!!! OUR STOMACH WAS ALREADY GOIN 'GRRR,GRRR'
we gorge ourselves with dimsum and i started ordering more dimsums cos i tot we were gonna finish it. after a few minutes,all orders came at one time. and i jus realised tt i ordered waaaaaay too much. the three of us looked at the table and ask if we can finish all these.
so wat we did was encourage each other finishing the dimsums.
we were sooooo full tat we had to do sumthin bad. wat we did was stuff dimsums in our mouth,go to the toilet and flush it down. we didnt want to pay extra charges as there were too many of dimsums!!!
alicia was giving the looks as if she's gona vomit anytime..
in the end,we take out the dimsums.. NO CHOICE!!!
right after tat,we headed for bugis to meet tasha:))
planned to sheesha-ing..
arab street was the best choice for sheesha.
chit chatted,laugh and smoke.
after tat,we walked all the way to little india just for EYE THREADING AND HENNA.
and couldnt stand the heat in here. its waayy to humid already. maybe im not used to it anymore. went to sim lim square to find the dj headsets for kuya mark. saw a few and they were so expensive. didnt expect the price to be tt ex..
BUGIS NEXT! we walked from little india to bugis again.
JUS IMAGINE HOW MUCH WALKING WE DID TODAY!
exercise wun kill. it'll help me tone down abit. haha!
oh yeah,last trip was to TAMPINES. met up with fadi,fadli's bro,arif and ayeb.
HELL YEAH,I WAS SOOOOOO HAPPY TO SEE THEM.
i miss tokin cock with them. haha.
all those nonsensical conversations we always had.
and we're gona have those tok cock sessions reeeaal sooon!
RIGHT ARIF? SO DUN BE A FARKER, COME MEET ME AGAIN!
haha.
Saturday, September 06, 2008 @ 3:31 AM
im now back in singapore. and its been a week since i've been here.
life's been different in here. so glad to meet my frens!!!
for the past week,i've been EATING AND EATING.
the funniest thing is tt my mum thinks IM PREGNANT!!
WTF!!! cos i've been eating alot lately.
i dun noe why im craving for spicy food everyday.
and its been a week i neba eat RICE!!! hokkien mee or mcspicy burger was the only food i eat outside.
Last night,i had a hell of a night. me,alicia and candy went clubbing at MOS. at first it wasnt tt pack in the cage. arnd 1am to 2am, the cage was already so packed with chinese dancing. arnd 230am,me and alicia went to THE ARENA. it was free flow of drinks. so we kind got high. we had too much drinks tt night. 330am we went back to MOS to dance. we were so high tt we were laughing all the way. gosh,i miss singapore life! slacking and malling is sooo much fun. CLEAN LIFE! dis i wat i want. the fun i want.
pictures will be posted.